All the troubles I went through,
the bumps and collisions I faced,
the occasional, the unintended,
also, those I myself caused
by my own will.
All friendship I made and enjoyed,
that made lighter the burden of life,
all smiles, well remembered good times.
Also, there were those whom once I thought friends,
and, in bitter, crucial and doubtful hour,
who dodged and joined enemies,
unfortunately, always on duty.
Love I gallantly declared,
and have been reciprocated,
passions I am proud of, which lit up my face,
body, soul and my entire being.
Likewise, there were affections
and desires of mine, left unrequited
or unwelcome, perhaps misunderstood.
For those, I leave no grudge or hurt,
susceptible they can be due to how extreme
our human diversity is.
As Tolstoy writes in Anna Karenina, “if there are
as many heads as there are ways of thinking,
there are as many types of love as there are hearts”.
I have been going through and over this labyrinth,
and, today, I reach maturity in body and soul.
I leave behind affections and disaffections,
chants and disenchantments, all of this watered
by laughter and crying, sweat and tears.
Published in West Ward Quarterly, summer 2024 printed issue
Published in Fevers of the Mind, July 14 2024
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Published in Lothlorien Poetry Journal, Jan 24, 2025
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This poem and all others at this blog, authored by Edilson Afonso Ferreira ©
Life is a, journey, and, we have no choice, being, born here, so, might as well, make the best of our, limited years of, experience.
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Indeed, by hook or by crook, we are forced to build a life experience, which forms our entire character, and changes all our previous expectations.
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